March 2012
143 posts
fuck bitches get accordions?
February 2012
58 posts
someday I’ll look back on all of this a think about everything I wasted. what a waste.
“Now I think too much: “I don’t drink enough,”
And then I...”
– Baby Eskimo Kisses - Trophy Scars
I want you to know how much I’m
suffereing
a person who sleeps 4.5 hours a day, will have a whole day worth of time over everyone else.
you constantly fought me to try to convince me you weren’t lying. but you did the exact same to someone else. I fought to keep you. you know I always saw right through you. I knew who you were underneath it all. what changed you. was it all the drugs? you tell me I changed. I can’t remember being anyone else. I’ve only grown more apathetic, so used to losing you now.
paper trails left behind. I’ve exposed myself given you all the evidence you’ll ever need. I give myself away. you’ve got the proof and now it comes down to ending it. pull the trigger, kill the host.
I’d rather find myself lost than find myself trapped. scarcely still a person.
I miss the colour of your eyes
the fact that all I can do is over think drives the steak into my heart. pull the cords don’t shoot the messenger. I’m locked away inside this place.
my life is full of regret. you’re what I regret the most. I didn’t ask for any of this to happen. I wonder about this all the time. it eats away at me.
I’ve been thinking about stepping out in front of traffic.
what do I do. I question everything so much and I can’t get it straight. I know I say a lot of things, things that I don’t mean. but I need this to end. I can’t handle this now. the weight of the world is too much to bare. I miss you, I feel more lost than ever.
I just keep repeating myself to state the obvious hoping that someone can hear me, someone will hear my screams. no body listens there’s no hope or concern. it’s just me myself and I and I hate me. can you blame me.
onlyinvowels19-deactivated20120 asked: Why flood life
the only part that hurts was losing my best friend. the rest of its all okay.
could you possibly collapse onto both knees to beg in favour. can’t you comprehend this fact of life. you’ll give up if you have to. the knowledge over flowing; spit it all out. provide for you need to destroy.
I remember the last time I fucked you. you snuck me into your house. you were too loud and scared to wake up your mom. and you made me stop. I didn’t even get to fucking cum. i cant believe i slept in that bed, i felt disgusting. you’re a different person. I’m glad I don’t love you anymore.
rancid words
think about everything you’ve ever sinned about. can you tell me that at any point you went unnoticed. I saw everything. I fucked everything when I tried to get by. who cares, I got what I wanted to begin with. god is dead, there’s nothing left that’s wrong.
i’ve had my suicide note written since I was 15, I just keep adding to it. I want to publish it in a book with everything else I’ve written and call it: the suicide journal. but I’ll live forever.
I just really want to be able to live without worry. I just want to not be afraid to love
coelacanth-soup asked: Nice shoes.
do you remember when I used to be a nice person? well hey! neither can I. let’s get down to business. you can think about her all night and day. you can wonder what was real or not. or you could say fuck it and hey, what do you know you self centred prick. you’re already with the girl of your dreams. stupid fuck. this town is just a waste of time. get the fuck out.
Watch
two dead boys got up to fight
whatever happened to chivalry, common courtesies. this is no place for kids. cant you see the sky is black, the sun don’t shine/ here no more. I guess you could listen, buy into all my words. what a petty price you pay. can you remember yesterday. will. you still know. my/ name. but who could ask for a better day. we’re all just losing ourselves down here. you’re loving it,...
“every living creature dies alone.”
– Donnie Darko
Open your eyes and wake up !: Stop Online Spying! →
openyoureyesandwakeup:
The government is about to push through a set of electronic surveillance laws that will invade your privacy and cost you money. The plan is to force every phone and Internet provider to allow “authorities” to collect the private information of any Canadian, at any time, without a warrant.
This…
do you know how much hate and spite there is inside of me? because I don’t think you do. I think all you see is my skin. what was that, I can’t hear you. my point exactly.
